Okay, today I officially committed myself (for the umpteenth time) to a new diet.  A new way of living.  A new way to torture myself and be happy simultaneously.  I joined weight watchers online!!!!!  I am excited and freaked.  This time , however I am sure it will stick.  I am almost the same weight I was when I gave birth to my daughter 16 years ago.  I have one and 1/2 friends that are also committing to this program (the 1/2 of one doesn't know me, but is supporting my other friend so I count her, but only partially since we have never met, and she doesn't know I joined the band wagon).  I feel like I have such a long way to go.  I just need to make it thru 3 weeks with no fuck ups and I think I can make it through to the end.  The worst part for me of any diet is explaining or avoiding explaining why I am, or am not eating and why.  Arg!!!!  Why can't people just mind their own business.  Anyways the facts are this:  I weigh 197 lbs (yuk!!)  and I want to get to 114 (crazy hot!!).  My first goal is 175 so I begin now.